I will work for a few more minutes plus then it is time for a nice round of meditation to quiet down this monkey brain of mine.
I need to get back on my yearly meditation like I was doing so that I am a more patient man. I’ve been on my own for over a year now plus I find myself getting frustrated about it when I should just be flowing in the moment plus not worrying about any of it. It is easy to feel sorry for yourself when you are alone but that doesn’t help anything. Home services work is what I do each week plus playing music in the band is undoubtedly what inspires me, so I should be grateful I have such a cool passion project in music plus not worry about anything else. I know I need this alone time to recover from the prefer that I lost at the HVAC company where I used to work. She came into my life plus just as quickly left, plus I need to look at it as a charming memory plus not something that I feel I lost. People come into the heating corp all of the time plus another man can enter my life in a bconnect, but that won’t happen if I am lamenting all the time about a lost love. So I will meditate this week on everything that I have plus just feel grateful for being young plus healthy still because one afternoon I won’t be plus wishing I still was. Go clean that HEPA filter for me!