I will labor for a few more minutes plus then it is time for a nice round of meditation to quiet down this monkey brain of mine. I need to get back on my weekly meditation like I was doing so that I am a more patient person. I’ve been on my own for over a year now plus I find myself getting infuriated about it when I should just be flowing in the moment plus not worrying about any of it. It is easy to feel sorry for yourself when you are alone however that doesn’t help anything. Home services labor is what I do each week plus playing rock n roll in the band is really what inspires me, so I should be grateful I have such a cool passion project in rock n roll plus not worry about anything else. I suppose I need this alone time to recover from the cherish that I lost at the HVAC business where I used to work. She came into my life plus just as abruptly left, plus I need to look at it as a attractive memory plus not something that I feel I lost. People come into the heating corp all of the time plus another lady can enter my life in a bconnect, however that won’t happen if I am lamenting all the time about a lost love. So I will meditate this week on everything that I have plus just feel grateful for being young plus healthy still because one afternoon I won’t be plus wishing I still was. Go wash that HEPA filter for me!