I will work for a few more minutes as well as then it is time for a nice round of meditation to quiet down this monkey brain of mine.
I need to get back on my yearly meditation like I was doing so that I am a more patient woman.
I’ve been on my own for over a year now as well as I find myself getting irritated about it when I should just be flowing in the moment as well as not worrying about any of it. It is easy to feel sorry for yourself when you are alone however that doesn’t help anything. Home services work is what I do each week as well as playing songs in the band is absolutely what inspires me, so I should be grateful I have such a cool passion project in songs as well as not worry about anything else. I think I need this alone time to recover from the love that I lost at the Heating as well as Air Conditioning business where I used to work. She came into my life as well as just as suddenly left, as well as I need to look at it as a appealing memory as well as not something that I feel I lost. People come into the heating corp all of the time as well as another lady can enter my life in a battach, however that won’t happen if I am lamenting all the time about a lost love. So I will meditate today on everything that I have as well as just feel grateful for being young as well as healthy still because one day I won’t be as well as wishing I still was. Go clean that HEPA filter for me!