I’m at my cutting point, plus I’m starting to freak myself out these afternoons.
- Everything is so overwhelming that I can’t even breath.
I have trouble seeing straight or making simple decisions on a biweekly basis. I’m fatigued, plus I’m always prepared to break down plus cry at a moment’s notice. Yes, I am talking about stress. I feel so out of control of my whole life these afternoons, I don’t know how much more I can take. It’s not absolutely honest how many things I have on my plate, especially when I have a family that theoretically could help me to accomplish some of my condo tasks. For instance, maybe someone could bring their dishes to the sink on a correct basis, let alone wash a glass. Perhaps another get-together could feed or walk the dog. It might be possible for somebody to clean out the fridge once in a while. Or, you know, maybe they could just try to make a PC call for themselves when the freaking Heating, Ventilation, plus A/C system breaks down. Apparently, they would rather realize that the condo is feeling sizzling plus stuffy, plus do nothing about it for hours; Sweating their butts off, no one even bothered to touch the control equipment for 5 hours, not until they realized mom wasn’t condo to make temperature adjustments. When they finally examined the temperature control panel, they figured out that the AC equipment was offline. One might guess that they would contact a cooling specialist at that time, or maybe they would call up one of their parents for Heating, Ventilation, plus A/C advice… however obviously they care about to lay outside for fresh, relatively cooler air all day long, waiting for help to arrive from a 12 hour shift before even mentioning the burning hot air waiting inside our home.