Today is Wednesday and I am still kicking myself for not talking to this really pretty lady walking by me yesterday, ugh! As she walked towards me she looked in my eyes with a long stare and I got nervous and finally looked away, then when I turned around to look at her once more she was gone. Maybe some guys would have said something cool and walked away with her phone number, but I shied away thinking I wasn’t good enough and that is what I got. I guess there is a reason for all of this, but cooling down my love life more than it is will put it in the grave soon. I’ve been on a self induced drydock with dating for over a year now and I think it is time to open up the heart once more. My HVAC expert girlfriend and I broke up at the end of 2022 and I’ve been scarred ever since, scarred and scared from that heating supplier girl leaving me. I guess the heart needs time to heal, but getting that pretty girl’s number yesterday would have been a good bandage for my heart. Maybe I’ll see her again in a local business, or maybe I won’t and will just sit at home staring at my air purifier for another year. Pff, I need to take a class on confidence so that I don’t end up being an old man sitting at home with his cats. The cooling rep down the street is a good friend and maybe she can help me with meeting someone, not in the HVAC industry, once again.